Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

Sometimes we all have to leave the little kid behind and move forward in life. Becoming an adult, not only physically, but mentally and emotionally, is difficult. 

Breaking up is hard to do, breaking up with the past, breaking up with a false person or belief system, but it is important that we do break up with the past when it no longer serves us and to break up with that kid inside of us that is holding us back and keeping us stuck in the past.

Whenever we feel triggered by life's events, it means there is something our inner child did not get satisfied; some need that was never fulfilled by our parents or caregivers when we were growing into adulthood. If, for example, you hear some conversation about a politician and you feel the need to jump in and be a "White Knight" for that politician who is a total stranger to you, it could mean that you were ignored by your parents as a child. It means that when you spoke up and screamed and yelled for attention or that a need was not being met, you were told to sit down and be quiet. Another example is that if you have left the Jehovah's Witnesses (JWs) belief system, or some other religious dogmatic belief system and still feel angry when someone brings it up, then you need to do some inner work. You need to ask yourself a few questions, such as, okay, why does this upset me when someone talks about religion? As an adult, you realize that everyone is entitled to their own opinions and beliefs and everyone is on a different level in their own personal life path. You can say "I hear what you're saying," which does not mean you agree or disagree with their statements whether they are positive or negative against the JWs or some other belief system. Hit that neutral button to get a grasp on the reality of the situation and then you can calmly share your own beliefs at your current level of your own personal life path.

It is time to become an adult in our lives, something the JWs never want to happen. They want to keep you as children and instruct their adult membership to listen, obey, and be blessed, but by what? The JW leadership can give you nothing and can't take anything from you either. Yes, there are the JW Body of Elders that enforce the strict rules and policies, yet have no authority over what is already found in the Scriptures. Move past that inner child now, say good-bye and begin a life path as an adult with newfound confidence. If you are in therapy due to past childhood trauma, that is your choice to stay there. Your therapist needs to work with you on how to move past dependency on them. If you can rectify the past, do so, as in appropriate legal or civil actions and then, move on. Don't stay stuck in that vortex or you will never grow to be the incredible person you were born to be.

Just because you leave behind the JWs or some other religious belief system, does not mean you must leave God behind, or find a greater, more encompassing Higher Being that only wants what is best for you. You can be humble and realize some great being(s) created the heavens and earth where we live. You can believe you are God, knowing good and bad when a definition doesn't exist. It's relative to your own belief system, your culture, and your environment.

I invite you to take advantage of some of the creative journal exercises at the Etsy store link provided on this blog sidebar. I will be creating more journal inspirations for PDF download in the near future. They are designed to help you decipher your own thoughts and actions to level up in your personal life path and not be dependent on the mood swings of any society or from religious leaders that are feeding off your fears about the future and beyond.

Start thinking about what needs to be broken off in your life and cut off forever so new branches can grow and flourish into new opportunities.

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Are You Awake Yet?

No, I don't mean the Jehovah's Witnesses' (JW) publication called the "Awake" magazine although it could be considered a wake-up call to reality that you've been fed a load of lies from the JW organization. The Awake magazine dealt with lighter subject areas and did not delve deeply into Bible topics. However, I think it's time to become fully awake to what this world is offering, both to people who are still JWs and those you have left the organization.

Time to wake up to the fact that some YouTubers make you feel good about sitting there inside your Kingdom Hall and doing nothing. You may know it's not a true religion. You may know that they appear to hide wrongdoing inside the congregations based on connections, social or economic status of the wrongdoer and bad things go on as you justify it in your head that, well, everything is bad, all religions are bad. Fine, but is that what you are truly about? No, you don't have to become a big activist but you do have to take action. Stop letting your inaction speak louder than your words. You may think the JWs are run by a bunch of corporate honchos out to make a buck, but what do you do about it? Well, stop donating to a billion dollar corporation. Then what? Well, do you believe in what the JWs preach and teach? If you answer is yes, then, fine, do nothing. If your answer is no, then research why they are wrong. Go online and look up various Bible translations and see where your beliefs lie and think about if they are positive aspects or negative.

Next, it's time to fire some people. Stop wasting your time with phony activists who are making a buck from special interest groups, groups who would panic if you woke up to the fact you don't need anyone to help you exit a controlling, dangerous religion, one that mandates you take your own life by refusing whole blood transfusions or allowing a loved one to die on the altar of a god named Jehovah.

Many activists are funded by special interests groups that set up a bunch of charities all claiming to help people when all they do is provide a few scriptures and leaked JW letters and call it a day. Some just market their own businesses where they help companies deal with work place situations and conflicts. One such couple were former JWs and have their own marketing business where they do corporate videos. Of course they found a way to grab more cash by marketing their skills to the ex-JW community when they left the organization years ago when their plans of sitting in the JW headquarters' executive suite didn't pan out.

Another former JW man was left homeless when his wife dumped him and fled back to her home country and he was taping videos under a pier in a homeless encampment before the wife let him move back home with her and her parents. They now have a few kids so they can be assured of a nice regular check from the in-laws to support their kids while he works for a charity that funds his worldwide jaunts claiming it's for his activism when the only activism he does is actively hogging bar stools in pubs around the globe while his wife translates marketing websites for gamblers while they sell a few bootleg copies of books written by a now-dead former JW because they think the copyright is as dead as the author and it gives them free rein to do what they shall wilt which is the whole of the law [Crowley style].

These are the people who basically make you feel okay to sit where you are and endlessly dwell on the JW belief system and how wrong it is while you stay and support it either financially or just by you sitting in those Kingdom Halls. Oh wait, now there is the global Plan-demic so gosh, you feel so much better not having to show up at those Kingdom Halls or go in the public preaching work. Why not decide that now is the time you will explore new beliefs or expand your horizons and think outside of the JW box.

A few ex-JWs that I know are now obsessed with politics. They take sides on issues and are living in terror of a flu bug that might bite them in the ass and gee, what then? Sorry to inform readers that we are biological beings and all living things on this planet die, either from old age or disease or by accidents that befall humans everyday. We must live on this planet and deal with the good and the bad and not become obsessed with the contrivances of the world leaders to control the masses.

Yes, now is the time to wake up and become fully awake. Time to grow up and take life as it comes and not hide inside your homes terrified of bacteria. If you are that afraid then you have never lived. You have never experienced true joy or happiness or taken pride in a job well done. You might as well just sit and listen to the endless YouTube videos about what the Watchtower Society is doing next which is just boring drivel. Who cares. Turn your attention away from that dead end religion going nowhere but gee, they sure bow down to the political world, Satan's world, right? Yeah, since Satan signs their little paychecks every month and gives them tax free income every single month. Gosh, Satan sure is a nice guy as long as you sit still and obey.

A good video to get you started on a new pathway to develop your intuition and spirituality, can be found here:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k6fdFpy9als&list=UUo_fdaL6nGtL3fjyP8NsNaw&index=6

Time to free your heart, mind and soul to a new world that you can create now, especially if you're one of the people stuck inside your home wondering where your next paycheck is coming from. I hope you are not one of the unlucky ones laid off from your job but that is the world we are living in right now. Religion? Where are they? Are they feeding a nation for free? Maybe some are locally, but religion has failed everyone, but at least most don't mandate you kill yourself like the JWs do with turning down potentially life-saving medical treatments; oh gee, a light bulb just went on in my head; depopulation, yeah. Okay; JWs seem to be good with that.

Wake up to the world around you. Start vocalizing what you want to see happen, write down how you will become more productive, write down your hopes and dreams for a wonderful future. You will be surprised what you can manifest when you set your mind, heart and soul to a positive future for yourself and for those around you.

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No Refunds?

Anyone who donated money to James Lloyd Evans, a.k.a., John Cedars, the lazy YouTuber who lives off his mommy and daddy JW in-laws and who was kicked out of the Jehovah's Witnesses (JW) organization and pretended he left due to their policies, ha ha ha, please write letters directly to him asking for your money back that you donated for a Spanish translation of his [horrific] book that consisted of massive amounts of information downloaded from the Internet that he slapped his name on and claimed it was his original work product with a few disgusting masturbation stories stuck in there as Evans is a master at it and blames Watchtower. What? Oh, yeah.

The only original work product that Evans has completed is amassing debt allegedly when he joined the Scientologists and stalked, I mean, met Mike Rinder. The Scientology courses are very expensive but evidently worth it to network with fellow jerks and make some dough off the dumb masses of people who think they are activists exposing their respective religions when their religions exposed them while they exposed themselves allegedly via the Internet to an array of girls and women. Ha. Both men were ousted from their organizations for conduct unbecoming of those religious groups. The reason Rinder was booted out is readily available with a quick Google search. 

JW Survey, Evans' blog, is what the Scientologists do, they practically invented the survey format to sucker people into their clutches as if it's some benign marketing site that invites public opinions. Ha. Evans' tour of the JW headquarters in Warwick, New York, was laughable, as he is escorted there with a fellow Bible Student Peter Bonacci who was gushing at the exhibits, oh, he was related to all those people in the photos. Gee, let me throw up now.

https://exjwquietactivism.blogspot.com/2019/06/who-are-you-supporting.html

Many already know the history of Evans, the guy who thought plagiarism was a fun pastime by slapping his blog's name on the back cover of "Crisis of Conscience" by Raymond Franz, the former JW Governing Body member who was the whistleblower exposing the JW organization for just being a money-making corporation and not much else, yeah, like Evans. Then Evans partnered with a buddy who sold these books via the mail system and one wonders how much dough Evans is still making off those books. No one in Evans' family will speak to him, the JW side, and he bops around on his YouTube channel claiming "shunning" is a high crime of the JWs while asking abuse victims to send him their stories so he can publish them or forward them somewhere or charge victims money and get their stories printed somewhere as he vacations around the globe pretending to be a victim of something that is vague. Oh right, shunning and abuse, while he was the biggest abuser in his home congregation and his wife got so embarrassed she ran home to mommy and daddy where Evans has been living in their basement forever, never once thinking about getting an actual education and a paying job but then the job of grifter apparently pays very well. When the family leaves, he runs upstairs to raid the fridge and maybe grab a kid or two to push in front of a video camera. Wow, some role model for people wanting to escape the JW organization [insert laughter]. Then he had to nerve to write a book about how to escape from the Watchtower when apparently, all you do is live in a JW's basement and your good to go while you leech off of them the rest of your life while claiming to be a big atheist, wow, some strategy. Even God denies the existence of Evans.

When will the scam of Evans stop? Well, he's in with a few groups that fund him, one being the Bible Students since they want to perpetuate the myth that Evans is a big cheese apostate that the Watchtower corporation is terrified of and he wants to be appointed a big liaison for reform while he pushes those gawd awful JW Broadcasting videos in everyone's faces hoping to keep interest in that dying religion because once they fold up their tents, all those stocks will be worthless. Yeah, do your research. The original Bible Students, stockholders, board members, and families down to this day own stock in the JW corporations that's worth billions and they have no interest in seeing this dead religion buried anytime soon.

Here's a good comment online from a woman that will never see her money ever again after being duped by the Croatian dope. Don't let this happen to you, dear reader:

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