No Refunds?

Anyone who donated money to James Lloyd Evans, a.k.a., John Cedars, the lazy YouTuber who lives off his mommy and daddy JW in-laws and who was kicked out of the Jehovah's Witnesses (JW) organization and pretended he left due to their policies, ha ha ha, please write letters directly to him asking for your money back that you donated for a Spanish translation of his [horrific] book that consisted of massive amounts of information downloaded from the Internet that he slapped his name on and claimed it was his original work product with a few disgusting masturbation stories stuck in there as Evans is a master at it and blames Watchtower. What? Oh, yeah.

The only original work product that Evans has completed is amassing debt allegedly when he joined the Scientologists and stalked, I mean, met Mike Rinder. The Scientology courses are very expensive but evidently worth it to network with fellow jerks and make some dough off the dumb masses of people who think they are activists exposing their respective religions when their religions exposed them while they exposed themselves allegedly via the Internet to an array of girls and women. Ha. Both men were ousted from their organizations for conduct unbecoming of those religious groups. The reason Rinder was booted out is readily available with a quick Google search. 

JW Survey, Evans' blog, is what the Scientologists do, they practically invented the survey format to sucker people into their clutches as if it's some benign marketing site that invites public opinions. Ha. Evans' tour of the JW headquarters in Warwick, New York, was laughable, as he is escorted there with a fellow Bible Student Peter Bonacci who was gushing at the exhibits, oh, he was related to all those people in the photos. Gee, let me throw up now.

https://exjwquietactivism.blogspot.com/2019/06/who-are-you-supporting.html

Many already know the history of Evans, the guy who thought plagiarism was a fun pastime by slapping his blog's name on the back cover of "Crisis of Conscience" by Raymond Franz, the former JW Governing Body member who was the whistleblower exposing the JW organization for just being a money-making corporation and not much else, yeah, like Evans. Then Evans partnered with a buddy who sold these books via the mail system and one wonders how much dough Evans is still making off those books. No one in Evans' family will speak to him, the JW side, and he bops around on his YouTube channel claiming "shunning" is a high crime of the JWs while asking abuse victims to send him their stories so he can publish them or forward them somewhere or charge victims money and get their stories printed somewhere as he vacations around the globe pretending to be a victim of something that is vague. Oh right, shunning and abuse, while he was the biggest abuser in his home congregation and his wife got so embarrassed she ran home to mommy and daddy where Evans has been living in their basement forever, never once thinking about getting an actual education and a paying job but then the job of grifter apparently pays very well. When the family leaves, he runs upstairs to raid the fridge and maybe grab a kid or two to push in front of a video camera. Wow, some role model for people wanting to escape the JW organization [insert laughter]. Then he had to nerve to write a book about how to escape from the Watchtower when apparently, all you do is live in a JW's basement and your good to go while you leech off of them the rest of your life while claiming to be a big atheist, wow, some strategy. Even God denies the existence of Evans.

When will the scam of Evans stop? Well, he's in with a few groups that fund him, one being the Bible Students since they want to perpetuate the myth that Evans is a big cheese apostate that the Watchtower corporation is terrified of and he wants to be appointed a big liaison for reform while he pushes those gawd awful JW Broadcasting videos in everyone's faces hoping to keep interest in that dying religion because once they fold up their tents, all those stocks will be worthless. Yeah, do your research. The original Bible Students, stockholders, board members, and families down to this day own stock in the JW corporations that's worth billions and they have no interest in seeing this dead religion buried anytime soon.

Here's a good comment online from a woman that will never see her money ever again after being duped by the Croatian dope. Don't let this happen to you, dear reader:

#cedars #lloydevans #survey #stopthescam

#watchtower #charlestazerussell

One World Government

Anyone paying attention to global events might conclude that we are in for a massive change. After the tragic events in America on 9/11/2001, the globalist cabal set about their plans for the transformation of America to institute the same rules that have been established for decades throughout Europe and the rest of the globe. They already have restrictions on travel, you need tons of paperwork to pass from one country into another, tons of documentation, since individuals are documented wherever they go, what with surveillance cameras everywhere tracking your every move. Well, this is now in America where, a year from now, no one can travel by air between states without a "Real ID" or an international passport. This is only the beginning.

Years ago some persons suggested that the United States would be divided into regions, with each region having their own President, much like how the rest of the globe is controlled, with individual Prime Ministers, Presidents and Principalities in an effort to better control the population. Religion is a big part of this and is used to manipulate people into who to vote for, what causes to support, etc. 

Obviously, the Jehovah's Witnesses (JWs) are one such tool for the globalist to use any way they want and to control a group of people that do in fact retreat from society. They do not vote, do not enlist in the national armed forces, they do not participate in any holiday celebrations and ban their children from engaging in any after-school activities. They even go a step farther in thinking that God and Jesus use them as the only true channel to dispense spiritual food to the masses of people who will listen to their message of a ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT by GOD, namely, the JWs, who many sources believe are a front for the Freemasons. Only the top elite and very wealthy membership know that the only God they worship is Lucifer, the God of this earth. Jehovah is another name for Lucifer in the Masons and in other belief systems and that is the God of this system who wants a temple devoted to his worship, namely, the JW religion. Send out that red herring to take the heat and protect the mother, you know.

The Watchtower corporation and all their subsidiaries have thrived for over 100 years only because they are backed by the big money-maker globalists. Some sources have provided information on how the Jewish organization called B'nai B'rith originally helped finance Pastor Russell's newfound religion which became the modern day JWs. In an effort to break down true Christianity and get people to abandon the teachings of the Christ found in the Bible, you need these types of concocted new religions to get people out of the mainstream churches that have amassed great wealth over the centuries, wealth that the elite want for themselves. When Jesus was martyred, is when Christianity got its start. If Jesus died a natural death due to old age, there would be no Christian churches. 

You will notice that whenever anyone leaves the JWs, the majority do not find true Christianity. They become atheist or adopt any one of the beliefs denying the existence of God. One prominent YouTuber basement dweller spends his days and nights raiding his JW in-laws' fridge while the wife visits a Kingdom Hall, is one such person to ensure all ex-JWs out here do not seek out Christianity, but run away from all churches and all beliefs about God and a Grand Creator of the heavens and earth. That YouTuber is paid via donations from the [Masonic] International Bible Students who are still under the auspices of the Watchtower, to reach ex-JWs who would not normally hear JW propaganda that slams mainstream Christianity to ensure they never enter another church after leaving their Kingdom Halls. This group of people will be ripe for the picking when a national government-instituted religion is installed since they will have no devotion or personal views on religion in general and may be searching for something out there, anything, to bring them hope for the future. [Life hack: you have eternity within you; become spiritual, not religious, which is a control mechanism.]

The Russian ban on JWs could serve to push the Russian Jews into seeking a home in Israel and into Palestine since the Jewish nation believes they are destined by God to rule the globe. Again, backing into the JW religion, they are a Jewish organization that plugs into the globalist agenda. Some suggest that Hitler was financed by the globalist cabal at the time to make the Jewish nation martyrs and it worked. It's been suggested the world's elite at the very top levels are Jewish, and Hitler was merely a tool to make them seem like downtrodden victims, all at the expense of the lowest classes of people who were murdered during World War II at Hitler's concentration camps. There had to be actual victims to make the plan work. Globalist have become insanely wealthy during the World Wars, making tons of money financing wars on both sides of the battle with millions of people dying on those battlefield altars to their God Lucifer.

Much like with the JWs, the elite running the organization need to appear like they are victims and have the rank and file become martyrs dying on the altars [i.e., hospital beds or operating tables] from refusing life-saving medical treatments. In the early days of the religion, it was the no-saluting of the flag that got national attention as well as refusing to serve in the armed forces to appear like they are pious victims while the wealthy are channeling more that spirituality through their bank accounts. The JW religion is a way to reach those disenfranchised people, the ones who basically hate the government and retreat from society, having no interest in public service or helping others, and could not care less about the fate of their kids or the guy down the street. These are the people that can be used as sacrificial lambs to appease the God Lucifer so the elites running the Society will prosper in this world. It hardly matters if you believe in a Devil, what matter is, the elite believe it.

No wealthy or prominent person has appeared in newspaper headlines dying from the refusal of a medical blood transfusion. Only the poor membership are being used and abused and dying so that the JW religion thrives by plugging into the One World Government agenda. Oh, you might say, well, the famous rock singer Prince died from not getting proper medical treatment for a hip replacement surgery that could have involved the need for a blood transfusion and he became addicted to pain killers. Even if that were true, no headlines appeared that he died DURING an operation due to telling doctors beforehand to not give him a blood transfusion if the need arose to save his life. 

But wouldn't Prince have made an awesome martyr for Watchtower? Why didn't Prince agree to this plot? Because he allegedly was never a JW. He only promised his dying mum that he would go to the Kingdom Hall to make her happy. During the final decade of his life he worshipped the Egyptian gods with the all-seeing eye paraphernalia he often wore in public.

Yes, when all religions are dead and buried, which is the dream of the powers that be, then they will set up a national religion designed to control the masses and make even more money. How will that look? Well, time will tell but I think if you wake up and look around you, you see a not-so-new age being pushed upon us. What is the solution? There isn't one. Each individual has no choice. You have to obey the edicts of the country where you reside and survive and thrive in that country. Same with the United States. We are rapidly becoming just like Europe, and will soon need passports and special IDs to pass from one state into another, and not just via air travel but on all travel between the states or perhaps by region. The travel restrictions are only the beginning. It will grow from there. The Watchtower is already on board with this because about a decade ago or more, they changed their terminology from having "assemblies" to having "regional conventions". See, the active JWs are already plugged into the globalists' programming.

You don't have to leave God behind as Rick Fearon often says on his weekly Saturday conference call on the Six Screens of the Watchtower and on his Facebook site. Why is this important? Well, you need to become a spiritual person and not become dependent on a physical church and church members, all of whom may be blinded by the new light coming from governmental control mechanisms. 

However, you may not like the Christian God of the Bible, as many believe the original Old Testament is gone forever, that the Emperor Constantine wrote what we have now in the Scriptures. The secret doctrines about heaven as taught by Jesus when he was on earth, were never passed down after the Apostles died [Mark 4: 10, 11, and 12]. The Bible's teachings from Jesus are all parables, directed at the spiritually deaf and dumb. Christendom, which includes the JWs, interprets the Bible to suit their own agendas. Spirituality is what you have, what is inside of all of us, that is waiting to come alive.

All of the world's religions are under the powers of the globalist cabal, including the JWs, and that's why they have entered the billionaire boys' club and continue to thrive. Otherwise, the religion would have died off in the early 1900s. Oh, but the Masonic cabal are powerful and continue to push their agenda through that religion. The JWs get extremely upset and even violent if you dare challenge their beliefs and go so far as cutting off their own children who decide on a different belief system. 

The solution? Seek out your own spiritual path. Do not become discouraged by world events. Do not seek out these phony YouTubers who think they have the answer to life's problems, when most don't even leave the house and work for a living but want what? OH, DONATIONS from YOU, just like the Watchtower Society. What do they offer in return? Information that you can get for yourself on the Internet for free.

So don't leave God behind. This life is a mystery and it's meant to be that way. I fully believe in a creator of heavens and earth. Evolutionists are in it for the dough just like anyone else who denies the existence of a God or Gods that created us. Why don't we know for sure about an afterlife? Well, then you would not act like yourself on this planet earth. You would be influenced by the knowledge of why we are here and what happens after death. God gave us free will. He/she/it is watching our every move and seeing the choices we are making here and now. Spirit beings can only place humans on earth to experience via us, what it's like to be human, how we think and act, and why we make certain choices.

In the end, the violent ones don't come back; oh, but they are born everyday. If you are having struggles in this life, it could mean you can rectify your behavior now and learn from your mistakes or from the mistakes of others and you are a victim of circumstance. Try and get out of that victim mentality now. If you truly need help and it doesn't arrive, then it means you never needed it, you were strong enough to survive on your own. If you do receive help, then it was there all the time, you didn't need to ask. We are all given free will by God. As I have said before on this blog, use it wisely.

For further reading:

https://www.wilmingtonfavs.com/world-order/whoever-financed-russell-had-big-plans-for-his-society.html

http://www.whale.to/c/bnai.html

#jehovahswitnesses#freemasons#satanists#surveys#scientologists#oneworldgovernment#scientologysupportsjehovahswitnesses

Spin Cycle

Whether you have decided to leave the Jehovah's Witnesses (JW) belief system or are still pondering your next move, you need to be aware that there are myriads of belief systems available to you. If you are satisfied being a JW then you probably aren't reading this anyway and have no interest in exploring the world in which we live and don't care to explore how us humans got here in the first place. You are satisfied with the information fed to you from the Governing Body of men who direct your every thought, word, and action. This is your choice; to turn over your entire life to a group of men who have little interest in your personal welfare other than what's in your wallet right now that you can donate to their global business operations.

I know, you may say that all religions are just a business with a corporate hierarchy that all need your donations to survive and to keep them in wealth while most of the membership remain at poverty level. Nowadays, making 100,000 dollars a year can be considered poverty level in places like California's Silicon Valley or in the posh areas of Manhattan near Sutton Place, which is considered one of the most expensive buildings in New York and you are a mere pauper compared to that group of people. Poverty is redefined nowadays.

So, what do you do once you leave the JWs? Oh, you embark on a mission of self-discovery. You want to explore all the varied belief systems out there or just cop-out and give up and say there is no God and it doesn't matter if I am a lazy old sod that does zilch and cares little about the guy down the street since we all end up as dust anyway with no afterlife. But then there is the rest of us who think our lives have a purpose and we are here to accomplish something and our awakening process means we are aware we've been to this planet before and are here to learn something from our past mistakes or misdeeds.

First of all, the best advice I can give you, is to pick one path and stick with it for a time period. If you listen to dozens of YouTube videos everyday, all filled with people who have all the solutions to life's problems, you will start spinning in circles and become jumbled up in your thinking. No person has the answer to life's mysteries and no one ever will.

I have a few suggested YouTube sites in the footer of this blog that are a good start on your journey to self-discovery and personal freedom. Pick one at a time, not all of them. Test out what the person is saying in one video and see if it piques your interest. Do not start a meditation routine, then a yoga routine, then study crystals, tarot, oh wait, that's from demons [ha], then do muscle testing, a vitamin regime, then become super Christian, then join the Masons or the Mormons [same thing] or some other religious group; you will spin out of control and confuse your mind more than it's confused when you leave the JWs.

You may feel you have wasted so much time in the JW organization that you have to rush into something else. You don't. Number one is to take an assessment of where you are right now. Start a journal and write down your priorities leaving out the spiritual and focusing on the material. Are you doing well at work? Do you have family relationships that need attention? Are you making the money you need to make or want more? Physical needs come first over the spiritual when many think the opposite is true when it's not.

If you feel you are physically in a safe place, then look at where your life is lacking. Obviously, for most of us, we need to get to work everyday to support ourselves or our family. That is your first priority. You now have dumped the weekly study and meetings of the JWs, so think about meditating on your life path. You don't need Dr. Wayne Dyer or anybody else from the cash-grab so-called spiritual community. You don't need to dive into many books about the origins of life, the THEORIES of evolution [notice the emphasis] or on anything else. 

Deprogram first from the Watchtower. They are a Masonic cult of men who have become very wealthy because of you and me and millions of other people caught in their nets. No, I am not talking about the lodge down the street with a bunch of local businessmen making connections. The true Freemasons and its many Societies are the ones running the globe. They are the ones reaching the billionaire mark, oh gee, like the Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society and its many corporations. That is the group you, dear reader, will never be in, yet you serve the masters.

Be aware of anyone on the Internet telling you they are a Freemason or a member of one of its Branches or similar Societies because it's like your neighbor telling you they are a member of the Boy Scouts. So what. They are not in the top echelons of those Societies nor are they privy to the secret rituals, language, or networking because they would not be your neighbor in the first place unless you live in one of the neighborhoods of the billionaire boys' clubs. 

Anyone spouting that the Freemasons and their related Societies are just a benign club of do-gooders, has no clue about the Societies they are funding at the upper most levels. The top level Masons would not be so desperate as to do little YouTube videos begging for subscribers so they can collect YouTube advertising pennies. 

Anyone freely disclosing they are a Freemason or Rosicrucian [e.g., Life After Religion YouTube Channel whose founder disclosed this on the Six Screens conference call on October 5, 2019] saying that they are a great group of guys having no connections with Luciferianism, are shills for the societies they serve. Wake up to these people who whitewash these secret societies or claim membership to de-mystify these private cults. I am not talking about the rank and file Freemasons or the rank and file JWs for that matter. They are only herds of cattle in the eyes of the leadership that will eventually be culled.

I hope this information is helpful as you wake up to the real world around you. Do not feel you should be forced into jumping into any specific belief system. This life is a journey, YOUR journey, and if you believe in one God or many creators of the heavens and earth, that Higher Power gave you free will. Use it wisely.

#jehovahswitnesses#activism#organization#watchtower#religion#god#exJW#JW#spiritual#journey#journaling#freemasons

Connections

We all need connections in our lives to move forward and to feel motivated, especially for those who may be fearful of leaving the Watchtower Bible & Tract Society, a book publishing and religious marketing company who now seem to be real estate moguls. All of the buying and selling of their Kingdom Halls and Assembly Halls just pad their already huge bank accounts, all built using our money. 

Yes, if you were ever a fully indoctrinated and devout Jehovah's Witness (JW), you did indeed donate tons of cash over many years to that organization and you will never see a return on that investment. What happens is, you watch that investment being sold off and the Watch Tower corporation is the one benefiting financially while you sit there with your same job, same economic situation, and wonder what happened. 

Well, like me, you may have been born and raised as a JW and knew no better about what to do with your life, you never learn goal-setting unless it was to further the interests of the Watch Tower corporation [not even realizing they are made up of multiple corporations, all designed to make tons of money for the corporations]. If you are struggling with connecting with someone following your major decision of exiting the Watch Tower, you are invited to connect with me at any time, either via the comments section of this blog or on my website www.exjwquietactivism.com. My website offers a lot of free information and downloads along with a fun section on health and wellness as suggestions only. I am not a licensed therapist, counselor, nor a life coach. Just sharing information with you based on my personal experiences and personal suggestions. The website is not meant to replace any advice from a licensed health care professional.

My suggestion to you is that if you have suffered trauma inside the JW organization, no matter if it is physical, sexual, or emotional, to seek out a licensed health care professional, NOT a life coach or someone who took an online course and have deemed themselves healers.  Life coaches are like career counselors that may guide you into a vocation, like carpenter or mathematician, not healing trauma suffered at the hands of abusers either inside your family or the JW organization.

I have suggested YouTube sites in the footer of this blog that do contain life coaching, however, they assist you with moving on from the JW structured lifestyle, not healing deep emotional scars from being physically or sexually abused. Please seek out a licensed physician, psychiatrist, or counselor to help you heal. Then think about looking into where you want to go in life, what occupation would be suited for you, maybe think about going back to school and furthering your education.

No one should feel alone in this world, but especially to those who were damaged by the Watch Tower, whose tower(s) seem to be falling all around us what with Kingdom Hall closures all over the nation, the Society eliminating a lot of print copies of their publications, and they seem to want everything done via your electronic device, with only human contact being in the Kingdom Hall with phony people sprinkled around gabbing about nothing and accomplishing nothing in their lives with no goals for the future but sitting and waiting for God.

I have come to the realization that some people need to be cut off from your life or simply nudged off to one side of your road to personal freedom. Don't feel guilty, don't become mean or bitter, just start clearing a path for yourself where you are the focus, not an organization that just wants your youth, time, and money. As I have said on this blog more than once, you are stronger than you think you are. You don't need some YouTuber to yell orders at you about what to do, think or feel. You don't need some YouTuber hoarding money in some international locale telling you to dump Christianity or to stop believing in a God while they plagiarize information from the Internet or other published sources and slap their name on it claiming it's their work product.

What do you need? To turn inward and start getting in touch with that inner child. What did you like to do as a kid? Were you allowed to do anything that did not involve pushing Watch Tower literature into someone's hands? Turn off the electronics for at least an hour a day and meditate on what goals you want for yourself. Take out that journal and reacquaint yourself with a pen and write down your thoughts, letting them flow freely, brainstorming some ideas that involve independence from Watch Tower.

Yes, it may be difficult, but as some say, the first step is always the hardest. Don't give up on yourself or on your spirituality.

#jehovahswitnesses  #youtube

#christianity  #spirituality 

#keanureeves 

Moral Code

It seems the Bible has no moral code as anyone can use their favorite translation and see how the world was always filled with violence and immorality with God doing little to nip it in the bud.

They had those ten commandments to follow but when Jesus walked the earth he replaced that with simply saying we must love our neighbor as ourselves and love is the only commandment people need to lead a successful life.

Adam and Eve apparently rushed things with God as God didn't even create a mate for Adam but I guess he insisted on it. Then when they gained forbidden knowledge they were driven out of the Garden of Eden and started having children. Of course the Jehovah's Witnesses (JW) take everything literal in the Bible as in an actual snake was inhabited by the Devil and spoke to Eve goading her into eating of the forbidden fruit that would lead to knowledge of good and bad. Some Bible scholars believe it was her own inner voice goading her on and not a physical being. Why wouldn't the Devil just materialize and start talking with Eve? I guess God Almighty forbade that for awhile, as we know from the Bible stories, eventually the demons made human bodies for themselves and starting mating with the women of the earth. Some suggest that the reason they kept taking different women, was because the women died when giving birth to these oversized giant hybrids. Who knows, but the JWs don't like to start thinking logically about anything in the Bible. They are blind followers without critical thinking skills and the leadership just basically hoard money and keep badgering their membership to give them more and more of the green stuff.

But why does the Watch Tower corporation seem to want to conceal any wrongdoing among their own ranks? Obviously, those who still defend the JW belief system feel that every religious organization has its flaws and flawed people. Even some so-called ex-JWs continue to defend the JW belief system, going so far as to defend the banning of the religion in Russia and in other countries since these so-called ex-JWs have their own agenda which I will not address here and now.

Even though I was born and raised as a JW, I came to realize later in life that my earliest influences were from the Christian Science beliefs, Catholic beliefs and the JWs with my mother having a fascination with the occult, as did her sisters. My paternal grandparents were strict Italian/Catholic and my dad converted to being a JW when he met my mother. My mother was from a background of Freemasons, Catholics and Christian Science before she and her sisters converted to being JWs. Pretty interesting with my mother's background, how easily she merged into the JW belief system since the JWs are simply a hodgepodge of the Freemasons, Christian Science beliefs and copying ancient pagan beliefs that require a blood sacrifice from its membership which has gone unchallenged for decades by their own rank and file followers.

As blogged about here before, anyone can do a quick Google search of the Australian Royal Commission's investigations into institutional child abuse allegations and one of their targets was the JWs. The testimony and proceedings is available online. I find it interesting how the JW leadership cling to a few scriptures which prevents them from revealing any wrongdoing to the authorities, but the cases are handled in-house by a group of Elders having almost zero knowledge of how to handle any problems beyond a child back-talking to their parents.

The JWs wholeheartedly cling to old teachings of the Bible where there had to be eye witnesses to certain crimes or sins before the leaders of the day would step in and take action. Obviously, we are in modern times and can take full advantage of the trained and licensed mental health professionals, law enforcement, etc., when dealing with horrible crimes against children. There are trained professionals who know how to ferret out the truth in any abuse allegations and in most cases, there will be physical evidence a crime and/or sin has occurred. I know the JWs split hairs by saying these are all sins and they may put the perpetrator on probation from Kingdom Hall duties or they can't participate in the recruitment work which is a minor slap on the wrist. The authorities will never be summoned unless the victim wants to deal with that on their own and be ostracized from their congregation.

I found an interesting discussion on this from the website of the former JW Barbara Anderson. I am sure readers are aware of her name, she spoke out against the child abuse among the JWs about 14 years ago and appeared on national television. She used to be a researcher for the Watch Tower corporation at their former headquarters in Brooklyn, New York. She now engages in anti-JW activism.

To access her article about why the JWs hide abuse among their ranks using a few scriptures as their foundation, can be found here:

http://watchtowerdocuments.org/flawed-decree-conceals-criminals/

Yes, the JW leadership hide behind a few scriptures thinking that they still apply in our modern era yet we don't know why they insist on hiding alleged pedophiles among their ranks based on a few scriptures they think still apply today. Are they that afraid of God's wrath if they don't attempt to follow the scriptures and take them literally? What makes them think judicial procedures of thousands of years ago still apply today when we have so many modern advances in forensics, DNA, fingerprinting, on and on, where the proper authorities can find out the truth and put the perpetrator behind bars and get physical and emotional help for the victims. Victims do not need to suffer in silence providing they first leave the JW mindset that the victim is to blame.

I was raised with this belief. Whenever my JW Elder dad would come home with some intel about his latest judicial committee meeting, me and my mom would close ranks and tsk tsk at the victim. Gosh, she deserves that, did you see how she dressed for the Sunday meeting? She's a flirt, thank goodness she was forced to leave our congregation...you get the message, dear reader. Yes, we were taught to protect first the men in the congregation, if a woman was accused of doing something horrible, she would easily and quickly be disfellowshipped and shunned by the rest of the congregation, forcing that woman to move out of the area. Basically, they protect the men in the organization. It is really something to be studied by trained professionals. How a group of men can get on a witness stand at the Australian Royal Commission and defend other men who blatantly abused their children or their children's friends, with evidence presented, and look the other way. Oh, well, Jehovah will handle it, as they go on their merry way back to their homes defending a multi-billion dollar corporation hoping these poor victims will not have the time, energy, or resources to take action against the JW giants. 

Most people who are caught up in the JW belief system and have no desire to leave and like it this way, that they can operate freely with little or no repercussions for their disgusting habits. One ex-JW YouTuber named Lloyd Evans going by the name of John Cedars, was one such Elder that abused his power in the congregation. He has freely admitted he was sexting girls and women in his Kingdom Hall and neighboring Kingdom Halls and becoming addicted to online porn sites when his wife caught him in the act. This guy brags about it online and in his blog and in his first book. This is the element you will find inside the JW organization and from some Elders who were ousted. They have that same smug personality with the females in their lives who are put down and berated and you rarely hear from their spouse. 

I went to the Lloyd Evans book signing to meet him and his wife, their first daughter was also with them. Evans arrived as any JW Circuit Overseer would when they came to visit the congregation. He strode up to the people there with confidence, he looked me directly in the eyes and smiled, shook my hand, and thanked me for coming. He did this to all the small groups of people gathered in his name to buy his book, get it signed, or just meet and chat with him. Evans brought in cases of books and began selling them taking cash from his followers and posed for photos. He gave a brief presentation, then had a Q&A session.

Evans never spoke a word to his wife. She was assigned her task of playing the humble servant dressed down in worn jeans and looked haggard, while she dressed up her young daughter as a bizarre plaything in an overly frilly dress like a pageant princess. I approached his wife Dijana as I would have approached any Circuit Overseer's wife who visited my Kingdom Hall. I welcomed her, thanked her for coming, traveling all this way from Croatia. Dijana was polite and appeared shy and she spoke a few words to me and others, and basically sat on the floor of the coffee shop tending to her daughter who played with toys on the floor.

This strange threesome trekked into a coffee shop in the LGBTQ community and a few other ex-JW YouTubers were there to tape the whole thing, one being Kameron Fader and Ex JW Fifth who pandered to Evans' every need. Everyone was friendly, maybe 15 people attended, at least what I saw myself, since it was already a crowded coffee shop and not all people were there to see Evans of course.

It was quite sad and shocking to me to see Evans in action. He and his wife had their script and assigned tasks and are the element bred out of  the Watchtower. I found that it's best to avoid the Elders and former Elders who claim to suddenly want to help us little women and men out here of the rank and file. Well, they were of the rank and file too, and have little knowledge of anything but how to hit that marketing button to plug into some fake subs and views to their boring YouTube videos and haul around boxes of their books to sell, oh, and to repeat myself, cash only please. 

Nope, that's not you dear reader, you are above all that and can think for yourself and do not need anyone to lead you out of the JW mindset. You can start to pick up those books about real people with real experiences both inside and outside of the JW organization. Start looking at non-JW YouTube videos to learn meditation, exercise and diet routines that support healthy emotions. I have a few suggested sites at the footer of this blog and I hope you take advantage of them. They helped me along my journey to personal freedom and I hope they can help you too.

I am a spiritual being that believes in a Higher Power and Creator
of heaven and earth without feeling the need to be tied down to any
particular religious belief system. It's called being humbled
by this vast universe we were born into.

#barbaraanderson

#jw  #jworg

Philadelphia Freedom

The Philadelphia Inquirer is interested in freedom, freedom for people to talk about the growing concern of the Jehovah's Witnesses (JWs) archaic culture of silencing people who are abused by the people inside their respective Kingdom Halls, yes, Halls not churches since this is not a Christian religion. They place Jesus on a phallic symbol stuck in the ground instead of a cross which repels them and they push him off to one side as their leadership take front and center in this organization. Have you seen the vampire movies? Dracula is repelled by the cross much like the JWs. 

When I was a small child, my Catholic grandmother sent me a gold cross necklace which I cherished, but not for long. Once I finally removed it from around my neck and placed it carefully on my nightstand, by morning it was gone. My devout JW mother and father were perplexed. Hmm, where did it go? I searched for it for many days and nights until my mother finally told me she took it because "we" don't want the sign of the cross in our house, it was demonic. I never brought it up again. We were JWs and that was the rule and the JWs are far from being Christian or Christlike.

The leadership of the JWs are a star chamber of men called the Governing Body who live in the New York area after selling off their massive Brooklyn buildings for over one billion dollars, yes, you read right. It is public record they are now billionaires and, not so public is that they are finally in the billionaire boys club and have reached that coveted 33 degree level of the top Masonic elite group of men of the nation. Yes, I keep saying men since the top elite of this world are men with women as basically property and used to further their lineage. To work your way through the Masonic secret society and reach the top levels, it takes money. We are not talking about the local lodges where moms and dads meet to discuss some charity drive, we are talking about the top leadership, same with the Watch Tower corporation. We are not talking about the sheep inside those Kingdom Halls who just do the bidding of the Governing Body by doing the slow death walk into those Halls every single week, trolling around neighborhoods pushing their literature onto householders or publicizing the official JW website, they are the worker drones and seem to be truly blinded and foggy about the truth about their organization.

But finally, the JWs are getting negative press exposing their inner workings. I have blogged about this a few times before but it is worth repeating this and exposing how secretive the JW organization is and continues to be.

Please reference the full article from "The Inquirer" from Philadephia:

http://www.philly.com/philly/news/jehovahs-witnesses-sexual-abuse-children-beliefs-rules.html

The article talks about a four year old girl who was molested inside a Kingdom Hall by a teenage boy while people were meeting for field service, which means, they were pairing off and talking about what territories in the neighborhood they would "work" by knocking on doors and trying to recruit people into their religion. The incident happened about 10 years ago but the article relates other stories about abuses inside the JW organization and nothing is done by the congregational Elders. The article goes on to relate a police detective's experience in dealing with the Elders of a congregation regarding abuse allegations, and how they refused to cooperate. Typical of this religion, they do not cooperate with anyone, they shut down, close ranks and protect the holy Governing Body who to this day, go unchallenged as to their authority over the membership of sheep worldwide. It is quite disturbing that this religious group that only worships the God of this system of things can still thrive, but hey, they are serving the New World Order of men who use God when it suits them while their real God is whomever you want to call him/it, the Devil, Lucifer, Fallen Wicked Angels, but that is what the JWs are, they thrive on this earthly system of things and are hardly spiritual.

Once you start letting those blinders fall off your eyes, you can see many situations as they really are. Don't let a faux Christian religion mislead you anymore. Start reading about spirituality, discover and explore other organizations that are non-denominational. You can read the Bible on your own, there are many translations that use modern wording if you don't like the old style of the King James Bible.

Is it important to get out of the JWs? So many are unaffected by any articles or news reports exposing the JWs for being a secret society that harbors alleged abusers, I say alleged since we don't know. The authorities are never called when a victim or the family of a victim notifies JW Elders of abuse. They handle it internally which means they do nothing and the victim either keeps quiet or moves out of the area away from their abuser. Nothing is done, it is a secret society. Have I said that enough? I know. I was born and raised in it and there are so many things about the JWs that mimic Freemasons. My grandfather was a Freemason, his daughters [one being my mother] were Job's Daughters [sort of a girl's version of the Freemasons]. As I have related on this blog and provide more detail in my book, my mother and her sisters when they were in their 20's, transitioned to becoming JWs. The JWs prey on the innocent and stupid, duping people into thinking their God Jehovah is bringing about an end to this system of things when their God is only a God of War and Destruction.

It is never too late to start your own research. So much now is online and readily available to you. You don't need to travel to the Watch Tower Headquarters in Warwick, New York, and see a bunch of old black and white photos of the founders of this religious group since those photos are already on the Internet. Big deal, right? Some ex-JWs even travel to Warwick to see a bunch of old Bibles and rusty typewriters or a bunch of old literature behind glass, which is just bizarre, and gush over it as if it means anything. It doesn't. Gee, why don't they show you the basement of occult material and their Masonic books of ritualistic practices? You know, the secret cabal of the truly anointed by Jehovah who partake of the bread and wine depicting Jesus' body and blood and then throwing the glasses in the fireplace and chanting to their God Molech. Hmmm, a mystery, right?

Jehovah's Witnesses sacrifice their children to Molech masquerading
as their God Jehovah. The children are sacrificed by their parents
 on operating tables because they purposefully refuse potentially
life-saving blood transfusions.

You also don't need to purchase any voluminous book on the history of the JWs, it is all available for free on the Internet and you can read it at your leisure and print out anything you wish and stick it in a folder for future reference. You do not need the entire huge history of JWs sitting on a bookshelf. We are beyond those days, thank God.

I envy you if you are just starting to wake up and have the courage to start your own research. I still remember when I was waking up and started going on the Internet, it was around 1999 and it was an exciting time for me. Your own discovery and research will be exciting for you too. And yes, you can do it on your own. You are strong, you really do not need anyone to lead you out of the organization. If you are an adult, you can open that Kingdom Hall door to the outside world and never look back.

#jehovahswitnesses

#JWs   #watchtower

#abuse  #twowitnessrule

#molech

Who Controls You?

If you are still an active Jehovah's Witness (JW), then you must honestly answer that you are not in control of your own thoughts, actions, or beliefs. You may feel secure in the fact that you are not in control and can't move right or left, but must face forward and be focused only on the JW organization. You may like to simply sit back and zone out and listen to the instructions from the JW literature and from the weekly public talks and the regional conventions that are held throughout the year at various locations only to find out that you are stagnate in life, having no real friends, a job instead of a career that you actually enjoy, and maybe a family that is only with you because of the ties within the congregation.

Other persons are literally starting to wake up to the reality that the Watch Tower Corporation knows little about how to guide you in this life, to prosper physically, mentally, emotionally and spiritually. You may think I am wrong in saying this. Well, compare where you were five years ago and where you are today. You are the same, right? Still doing the treadmill of weekly meetings, door-to-door recruitment activities or standing my a JW literature cart thinking this counts as preaching the good news of God's Kingdom to the public when you are just staring down at your phone reading text messages waiting for your mandated hours to be up and you can go home and sit and wait for the next JW meeting at the Kingdom Hall.

Where will you be in five years keeping up this same JW routine? You will be the same. You will be stagnate in life. You may think this is fine, I am still young - uh, right, that is the point. The JW leadership of men at the headquarters compound in the New York area, want to steal your youth and destroy any chance you may have in this life. Once you reach 30, 40, or 50, and see that your life meant nothing but pushing JW literature in peoples' hands, and your own life is stagnate, never growing, learning, prospering financially so you can work towards a safe, bright future, no, the Watch Tower has stolen your dreams from you and now that you have woken up at maybe 30, 40 or 50, you see you can no longer afford to go to college and may not have the strength to go to college. Even if you decide to go back to school and you are past 40 years old, no employer is hiring a college grad at 40, they are hiring that 21 year old or the 25 year old who completed college in a profession they chose.

How do you stop other people from controlling you? How do you start making your own decisions? Obviously, if you still live at home with your parents, you must obey them. However, it doesn't mean you can't start planning now for your future. High School and community colleges offer career counseling. Don't be afraid if your parents threaten you with eviction. Start now and think about forming some solid friendships outside of the JW culture. You can do this by confiding in a friend now, tell them your plans. You need a solid foundation in this life first, then you can explore other options once you are stable in your life.

If you are an adult and decide to think for yourself, it can be very scary. Seek out non-JW online self-help videos and websites. Seek out friends at work who may or may not be religious. Religion really has nothing to do with this. You can be a spiritual person and realize that a Grand Creator or Godlike Being made this earth and all life without joining any religious group.

Are you constantly watching the official JW Broadcasting videos? Have you noticed the large blue screen behind the speaker? It has wavy lines going through the constantly moving image that can cause a hypnotic effect upon the viewer as you listen to the speaker's rehearsed and scripted lines that are meant to draw in the viewer to start agreeing with the statements made. They show a video of someone crying to get the viewer to cry or show you a sad lonely person who needs JW literature crammed on bookshelves in order to be happy. They may show you a vision of their manufactured scene of the "new system", a future world they think they can promise will happen, but they can't. No human has power over your life or your death. No human can give you everlasting life on any paradise in heaven or on earth. Yet, this is what they are selling to you. Click off the JW channel and you will slowly start to think more rationally.

The blue colors, spheres, and images are commonly used by the U.S. Government,
the United Nations, and by the Freemasons, as well as in their logos as do the JWs.
That video screen behind the speaker is constantly in motion.
Image is from JW.ORG

The monthly JW broadcasting videos are designed to funnel you into a specific direction:

1) Calm, slow way of speaking.
2) Hypnotic background.
3) May include an experience from a third-world country to make you embarrassed about how much you have in the U.S. and in Western societies.
4) Get you to feel sad and start to cry over some poor JW in another part of the world having to walk barefoot for miles to a Kingdom Hall.
5) Then, their vision of everlasting life on an earthly paradise.
6) Finally, donate to their world-wide work.

Hey, I don't listen to those JW videos! I watch only commentary on them by an alleged ex-JW who views himself as an expert on the JW religion! Wrong. Turn off the commentary videos and websites too. They are designed to sucker you into their own world of mind control techniques, getting you hooked on their YouTube channels, clicking on their ads, and getting you hooked on every word that comes from the JW headquarters and somehow, making you feel you need to know what they are doing or saying at every moment. Trust me, you don't. You need to turn away from these types of YouTube channels and start focusing on that one person that needs to get moving and get on with their life, that being you, dear reader.

The JW organization never changes. They come up with new schemes, new videos, new gimmicks, all designed to make you think they are moving forward, when they are moving in circles, desperate to come up with more cash grab schemes from recycled gimmicks that worked decades ago and they update them for today's membership. They want you sitting home and afraid of the outside world unless you have JW literature in your hand or pushing a JW literature cart around a mall. Same with the constant ex-JW YouTube commentary videos that seem to get longer and longer in length, making you sit there for 2 hours or more listening to their opinions or simply insulting the Governing Body and their monthly broadcasts creating frustration inside of the viewer. Turn off these useless videos and start looking towards something that will bring you away from the mind controlling techniques used by Watch Tower and those who feel they have left yet are still obsessed with their every move. The JW leadership fuel ignorance and so do some ex-JW YouTubers, as if you can't think for yourself. 

Start a journal and get your thoughts on paper. Spend time with yourself away from interruptions for at least an hour per day. Ask yourself these questions. They may help sort things out for you and provide you with new clarity in your life:

1) What are you attracted to that you take for granted?

2) What repels you?

3) Where did your reactions to these questions come from in the first place? Where did your opinions come from? A mental barrier goes up with certain words with a negative association. Ask yourself why you react in a certain way to words, thoughts, or impressions. Not just related to the JW organization, but to life. Where did your world view come from?

4) Are you not open to other beliefs or opinions? Why can't men cry? Why do women have to be cooks and housewives? You get the message here.

5) How can you change your response to the paradym?

6) How does it affect your health and energy?

7) What is the path to greater awareness or to your own self-destruction?

Get to the root of why you feel a certain way. Is it taken for granted, something good or bad? Have a fresh perspective on things and form no opinions at first. Explore new things in your life away from hearing someone else give their own opinions, whether it's critical or not of the Watch Tower teachings. Don't let other people give you an opinion, start with looking objectively at an issue or policy of the Watch Tower organization. 

Don't keep looking for validation for what you choose to believe or not. Take things one step at a time, there is no rush to leave the JWs, but you can start distancing yourself by missing meetings, stop going out in their preaching working, take a step back and tell people you need to sort things out for yourself and take a sabbatical. Do not let threats of death and destruction sway your decision to leave the JWs, but again, there is no hurry. Work at your own pace.

The Bible and many belief systems are freely available to anyone. Fear is the first thing to set aside, including, being on your own. I was on my own when I first left the Watch Tower Society. I made my own way and continue to express myself in this blog and seek out new interests and read many books all the time. I have suggested YouTube channels in the footer of this blog from ex-JWs and non-JWs alike. I sometimes link to a good video from an ex-JW in my blog entries that I think are helpful.

A link to a very good NON-JW video to watch on this subject of mind control is below. 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhQaFtYEz58

Once you stop being afraid to separate yourself from the JW mindset, you will find your life path starts to reveal itself to you. You will not regret it as you free yourself from the mind controlling effects of the JWs.

#mindcontrol  #matrix
#control   #freedom
#freedomfromwatchtower