The Quiet Activist

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Monday, March 8, 2021

Hope, Help, and Healing

Yes, there is hope, help, and healing on the other side of the Jehovah's Witnesses (JWs) doomsday table. It's a religion founded on fear and offers little real world value to anyone. It's all about giving your time, money and free labor to a religious organization that has amassed great wealth all based on false hopes and dreams.

It really doesn't matter how you left the organization, the reasons are endless. It also does not matter where you go after leaving the Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society because it means you actually took action and made a decision to just leave and never go back.

The problem many people have when leaving the JWs is that they become stagnate, stuck and can't figure out where to go or what to do next. It hardly matters what age you are when leaving the JWs and that might surprise you because everyone can feel lost and not find their true path in this world.

A lot of people are too scared or embarrassed to seek out help from someone else, to admit not only to themselves that they were stuck with a group of religious zealots, but that as adults, they chose to stay or may have joined as an adult. It is difficult to describe to so-called "outsiders" what it was like behind the walls of the Watchtower. 

So, what next? It's time you go on a journey of self-discovery and yes, self-help. A lot of people just like you are afraid to talk with a stranger about the JWs since they will hardly understand what you've been through. Licensed therapists and counselors have little knowledge about various religious groups and the control they have on the members. Normally, they want to learn from you so they can make more money off of new clients, you being their trainer while you pay them when it should be the other way around. Then that therapist or self-help guru writes a book based on all the information you provided, and you paid them to boot! You end up feeling lost, lonely and empty inside because you were used yet again by an authority figure. First the Elders and leadership of the JWs and now by some guru or therapist that used you and took your money.

There is help available and it's within your easy grasp, just reach out and take it. My advice is only for those who want to move on with their lives and not feel stuck anymore; to see what potential they have, what hidden gifts they may have left far behind and had forgotten once they became indoctrinated JWs.

Here are my suggestions:

Access my Etsy shop link to download your copy of my book. My story is unique and I think you will find it both interesting and helpful to assist you with your own situation. My book provides details of my exit from the Watchtower corporation and how I found my way to personal freedom. It's a PDF copy at a minimal price, much lower than it cost me in time and effort yet it afforded me the opportunity to document some things about my family that I had forgotten and my own self-discoveries about what the JW organization is all about.









Etsy Shop: CollectiblePathways



Another book suggestion is from the comedian, actor and entertainer, Russell Brand. He helps you deal with any addictions you may have since many JWs have addictions they keep hidden. Addictions to food, liquor, drugs, sex, and anything else which is a hindrance to you and robs you of self-worth. His book can be found by a Google search and is available from many book sellers.




Are you ready to explore your spiritual side and what's beyond the veil? Than Tarot by Melinda is for you. The YouTube channel offers a lot of free advice and suggestions for handling whatever turns up in the cards. Don't be shy, don't be scared. The Governing Body of JWs consult the cards all the time and keep the secrets of Tarot and channeling of spirits a secret to the masses. Why? Because it works; because it's true. Yes, energies shift and change and nothing is set in stone but a little bit of knowledge is a good thing and can be just the nudge you need to move into a positive direction in your life. Go for it; don't be shy. This is your life now, not Watchtower's as their Tarot card is the tower and it will explode leaving its membership buried in the rubble.


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Purchase a Tarot Card reading and receive a hardcopy via PDF:



Tarot by Melinda - YouTube Channel:


Ready to talk about real-life problems? Then this former JW is for you. She is very honest, open, and down-to-earth. She was raised a JW and her channel used to be dedicated to her journey out of the Watchtower, but now, she focuses on family, kids, coffee talk, work, relationships, dating, marriage, and anything else you can think of. You will enjoy her podcast and she does personally answer viewers' questions. Give her a listen and I think you will find her very welcoming and also a very positive person in spite of her past.

Ebony Rose 1 0 1 - YouTube Channel:



Do you need to talk with a person that has gone to hell and back? Then Gordon Smith-Duran is your guy. He is a hypnotherapist, language instructor in case you would like to learn Spanish or English, and a self-help guide that does not force feed you anything. You can enjoy his YouTube channel which has several videos especially designed to help JWs leave the organization and move on with their lives. Gordon was born and raised a JW and suffered physical and emotional abuse at the hands of his JW father. Gordon takes clients and provides his email address in the links under his YouTube videos. Consultations are free and if you want to book any formal sessions, he can design a program specifically to meet your needs including your own personal guided meditations that he can craft to meet your specific goals.

Gordon Smith-Duran - YouTube Channel:





Don't put your life on hold anymore. Don't throw your money away on people who know little to nothing about real-world problems and your struggles as a JW. Now is the right time to reach out and help yourself. Stop thinking about leaping ahead and skipping steps. You have to realize you were raised differently than others and even if you joined later in life, your brain has been rewired and needs to be unraveled. Don't hesitate; do it now and you can keep it all to yourself and work at your own pace. It's okay, I give you permission to focus on yourself and seek out the help from people who understand your plight. I wish you good luck and much health and happiness on a bright future outside of the walls of the Watchtower.









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Monday, August 24, 2020

Breaking Up Is Hard To Do

Sometimes we all have to leave the little kid behind and move forward in life. Becoming an adult, not only physically, but mentally and emotionally, is difficult. 

Breaking up is hard to do, breaking up with the past, breaking up with a false person or belief system, but it is important that we do break up with the past when it no longer serves us and to break up with that kid inside of us that is holding us back and keeping us stuck in the past.

Whenever we feel triggered by life's events, it means there is something our inner child did not get satisfied; some need that was never fulfilled by our parents or caregivers when we were growing into adulthood. If, for example, you hear some conversation about a politician and you feel the need to jump in and be a "White Knight" for that politician who is a total stranger to you, it could mean that you were ignored by your parents as a child. It means that when you spoke up and screamed and yelled for attention or that a need was not being met, you were told to sit down and be quiet. Another example is that if you have left the Jehovah's Witnesses (JWs) belief system, or some other religious dogmatic belief system and still feel angry when someone brings it up, then you need to do some inner work. You need to ask yourself a few questions, such as, okay, why does this upset me when someone talks about religion? As an adult, you realize that everyone is entitled to their own opinions and beliefs and everyone is on a different level in their own personal life path. You can say "I hear what you're saying," which does not mean you agree or disagree with their statements whether they are positive or negative against the JWs or some other belief system. Hit that neutral button to get a grasp on the reality of the situation and then you can calmly share your own beliefs at your current level of your own personal life path.

It is time to become an adult in our lives, something the JWs never want to happen. They want to keep you as children and instruct their adult membership to listen, obey, and be blessed, but by what? The JW leadership can give you nothing and can't take anything from you either. Yes, there are the JW Body of Elders that enforce the strict rules and policies, yet have no authority over what is already found in the Scriptures. Move past that inner child now, say good-bye and begin a life path as an adult with newfound confidence. If you are in therapy due to past childhood trauma, that is your choice to stay there. Your therapist needs to work with you on how to move past dependency on them. If you can rectify the past, do so, as in appropriate legal or civil actions and then, move on. Don't stay stuck in that vortex or you will never grow to be the incredible person you were born to be.




Just because you leave behind the JWs or some other religious belief system, does not mean you must leave God behind, or find a greater, more encompassing Higher Being that only wants what is best for you. You can be humble and realize some great being(s) created the heavens and earth where we live. You can believe you are God, knowing good and bad when a definition doesn't exist. It's relative to your own belief system, your culture, and your environment.

I invite you to take advantage of some of the creative journal exercises at the Etsy store link provided on this blog sidebar. I will be creating more journal inspirations for PDF download in the near future. They are designed to help you decipher your own thoughts and actions to level up in your personal life path and not be dependent on the mood swings of any society or from religious leaders that are feeding off your fears about the future and beyond.

Start thinking about what needs to be broken off in your life and cut off forever so new branches can grow and flourish into new opportunities.







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Monday, February 10, 2020

From Star Trek to Watchtower

Those of us who are former members of the Jehovah's Witness (JW) organization and who are like me, born and raised in it and had no choice but be indoctrinated into its bizarre tenets, we might feel we have to take what's presented to us in the press or on the Internet regarding this organization and feel pressured into gobbling up every news item like a bunch of morons.

I have no interest in watching some of the latest TV shows attempting to expose the JW organization. It's all publicity-grabbing headlines for ratings. I feel no pressure to watch these shows about the JWs because I have lived it. If someone out there benefits from this type of sensational news reporting, fine, it's an individual choice, but no one should be pressured into promoting these TV shows or watching them only to see some ex-JW on there like James Lloyd Evans, a.k.a., John Cedars, who was ousted for allegedly sexting girls and women in his congregations and having a porn addiction and having an uncontrolled masturbation fetish that he brags about in his book and blames the JW Society for it.  Uh, no thanks, I will skip these TV shows with these bogus ex-JW champions for a cause they have no clue about. How do you leave the JWs? Hey, how about sexting the girls and women in your Kingdom Hall and in a few neighboring Halls? That might do it. What a joke the so-called ex-JW community has become.

Some may say there is no organized group of people that can speak on behalf of us ex-JWs, which is true, yet some are pushed forward into the public eye and for some reason, we all have to praise them as our messiah to free us from the slavery we ourselves have already been freed from. We have either walked out of those Kingdom Halls on our own and vowed to never return like I did, and then there is the group that was ousted, driven off, disfellowshipped or shunned and pined away to return and then gave up the fight and decided to find their own salvation in another religious group. Whatever the case, it's an individual choice. Did you see that? Choice.

Another case in point is Trey Bundy, a reporter from the San Francisco Bay Area who was at the bottom of his profession reporting on Star Trek conventions. He was not very skilled and did nothing to set himself apart from any other reporter given routine assignments or working freelance. Now he has turned his attention to the JW organization attempting to make a name for himself and works for another company of so-called reporters who all beg for donations and your cash dollars to do whatever they want and call themselves investigative reporters.

Bundy turned to the JWs for the easy fame he craved
or it was back to the Star Trek conventions:





It is always good when the JWs are being exposed for protecting child abusers within the congregations. I have been privy to this information because my father was an Elder for almost my entire life while I remained a JW until I left about 10 yrs ago. I knew of a few cases that came up in judicial committee hearings and, yes, the abusers were ignored and left alone and the gossip group of sisters in the Kingdom Hall went to work and the abusers moved on to other congregations. It would be something the new congregations would have to find out on their own and deal with it themselves.

Hopefully a few "worldly" people seeing some of these TV broadcasts will think twice before accepting a Bible Study or enter a Kingdom Hall wanting to become a member of the organization. It might be a "buyer beware" type of thing Trey Bundy is doing but other than that, I see no reason to wave that flag of victory that the Watchtower corporation(s) are going down anytime soon.

I had the courage to walk out on my own. It took me a long time and I faded away and no one tracked me down since single women in the congregation hardly matter, especially those like me who left when I was past the shelf life of being of interest to any single or divorced brother in the congregation. They like them young, oh, yes they do, ask Lloyd Evans, the guy who was an Elder for a brief time in his congregation in England whose wife ran away from him because the entire congregation knew what was going on so she moved back to her home country to live with her JW family. Evans followed her because he had no clue how to work for a living and would've been homeless if his JW inlaws didn't let him live in their yet unfinished basement where he resides to this day doing YouTube videos about the JWs since that's all he knows how to do. 

Fine, but I don't have to listen. Evans does nothing for the so-called ex-JW community. Ask him about abusing his position as an Elder. He fled to his new congregation to join his wife who now lived with mommy and daddy JW but the allegations followed him there where he was officially ousted as an Elder. No such big judicial committee meeting took place as he opines on his YouTube channel. That's why he never recorded his meeting. It was take it or leave it, meaning, step down as an Elder or we're removing you. Evans elected to not return to the Kingdom Hall and the rest is his story. 

Now, Trey Bundy has partnered with Evans because they are both scrambling for publicity and a free ride off the backs of us hard working ex-JWs who don't spend hours on end rehashing the same rhetoric about the JWs and their policies. We are the strong group of ex-JWs who no longer support that organization with our money or by being present at the meetings. We no longer obsess over the JW Broadcasting videos or hang on to every dumb expression coming out of the mouths of the Governing Body of JWs. We have moved on with our lives and hope others will have the courage to do the same. 

If you got kicked out the JW organization, it may have been deserved as in the case of Lloyd Evans and his alleged sexting of girls and women in the congregations and his admitted porn addiction. Trey Bundy looks like someone who needs rehab and not proclaim he is any savior of JW abuse victims. He is a guy working for a buck and this is easy wages and headlines for him. Fine, but I don't need to see his TV reports or follow him down his useless path leading to nothing.

Former Bethelite worker Barbara Anderson got the ball rolling over 20 years ago with her exposing of the JWs and their secret list of alleged child abusers. What became of that? Just about nothing. Individual abuse victims should not give up or go away, yet they don't need any ex-JW telling them what to do and none of us can be their saviors. Abuse victims should be encouraged by their own support circle to seek sound advice from a legal team, health care professionals, and licensed counselors, and not from a bunch of lazy YouTubers or a former Star Trek Convention reporter. 

Will the JW organization ever go away? That depends on the governments in charge, not on anything else. No matter what crimes the Catholic Church has been accused of and found guilty, they still exist and always will. You see, they are the top of the pyramid. All other major religious bodies exist because of them. Their wealth cannot be quantified, it is too great of an amount. The governments use religion to control various sectors of Society who think they are worshiping God. Once the JWs entered the billionaire boys club, they became a made religion. If they are going down, it will be up to the Jesuits, the top ruling classes of our society, who have allowed the Watchtower into the fold. Selling off their massive real estate holdings in New York was the turning point. Now they are sequestered and safe in the forests of upstate New York where they can expand their global operations. They are building a media center much like what the Scientologists already have with their Scientology TV and, like the Scientologists, they are so wealthy from living off investments and various stocks and funds, they could not care less if they are slammed in the media or if new recruits are slow in coming. Evans and Bundy can continue begging at the table of the JWs, hoping to be a liaison for change, when the Watchtower leadership is laughing all the way to their tables, feasting off dead and dying JWs who are too terrified to disobey them for fear God will kill them.

What can you do? Walk out of those Kingdom Halls and never return. Start your own personal journey to freedom. If you're still relatively young, then get an education, get a job, plan a career, start traveling, open up your small world and see what's outside. Work on supporting yourself and start accessing self-help videos having nothing to do with religion. If you are a religious person, that's okay, there is tons of stuff on YouTube for FREE that you can access with no one living in a basement badgering you for money while they refuse to get a job.

The world is changing, but religion, my dear reader, is here to stay because it serves a purpose. It's time you start living for your own purpose, your own self, and your personal success will be an inspiration to any wife, husband, or kids you may leave behind inside the JW organization.

Valentine's Day is almost here. Love yourself first and
then see who is deserving of your love after that.







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Sunday, November 24, 2019

Is the Bible from God?

I think a lot of people wonder if the Bible is a valid book from God or inspired by God and if they are His words as a lesson and guidance for all mankind. There are many incidents and stories in the Bible that are quite disturbing, with how women were treated or when God ordered the killing of innocent persons in genocidal madness. There are many books considered holy that come from God with the source being many different persons throughout history that actually interpreted the words of God as conveyed through inspirational thoughts or dreams and come from varied belief systems. In Western culture we think of ourselves as Christian, though many people take issue with Christianity and how many people are judged badly through that filter.

In the footer of this blog I have suggested YouTube channels to help you in your journey away from the Watchtower Bible and Tract Society of Jehovah's Witnesses (JW) and one of them is by Gordon Smith-Duran. He was the number one person that helped me transition out of the JW belief system and opened up my world to many other beliefs and opened up my own imagination. He helped me drop the fear of picking up other books that were not published by the JWs.

I had brief communication with Gordon several years ago via email. He is extremely accessible and willing to help. I am not sure if he still accepts clients as he is a professional hypnotherapist with a successful business and also works with his wife as language coaches and teachers. Gordon is easily reached via the comments section of his new series of videos where he explores the other realms of reality. In my opinion, he explains how the Bible and other holy books that claim inspiration by God, should be viewed. Everything in this world is through the human filter. I believe that we cannot say anything is directly from God except perhaps the sun that rises everyday, the moon we see at night; God is in nature and that is a truth we can see, feel, hear, touch, or taste in our own human form. God cannot communicate with us directly, it has to be through a filter of us in our human bodies via how we see things, how we perceive thoughts, and so forth. How I perceive a thought coming from God or from some other inspiration will be interpreted differently if another person receives the same thought or message. It can be as simple as someone saying to eat mushrooms everyday because they are so good for you to me [who hates mushrooms] saying to avoid them.

The link below will take you to one of Gordon's recent videos. If you click on his channel, you can access his other videos and we hope there are more to come.





Allowing new information into your mind will free up some of those brain cells frozen by the Watchtower Society. Fear is the first thing you need to overcome. No demons will enter your home or your mind. So many people I hear on YouTube or on the Six Screens of the Watchtower weekly conference call, think they have freed themselves from the Society when all they do is carry over the same superstitions and fears they learned from the Watchtower. You need to recognize that in yourself right now.

For example, are you terrified of looking at a Tarot deck of cards? Did you know these were simple parlor games of women hundreds of years ago to entertain themselves while the men smoke and drank in other rooms discussing high level business deals or chit-chatting about their mistresses? The tarot decks are mere cards, paper, ink, they have no power, evil or good, unless you place your intention there. Stop listening to fearful and ignorant people with their stories of the Devil, possession, books that couldn't be burned - etc - when it's all [excuse my language] bullshit. If some people are experiencing bad dreams, hearing voices, or face demons in their homes, they need to seek professional help. If you feel bad thoughts entering your mind, simply send them away and invite love and light into your life. Yes, certain people have certain gifts, but don't confuse it with someone facing demons and seeing UFOs and talking with gremlins that pop up in their pathway. Use your discretion. Don't entertain people who constantly feed you negativity. They may be either manipulating you or are truly seeing and hearing bad things; avoid them. I am a spiritual person, I love to talk about spirit guides, angels, or however you define the spirit world, but it's one of positivity and a way to dream and explore options that I never thought could be possible. No, I don't see angels or demons here, only the effects of them when people do good or bad things to other people.

Get out of yourself, as they say, stop thinking you are all important. We are all humans now having a human experience. Don't get an ego and think God cares if you leave the Watchtower, or if any demons care. They don't. The only ones caring that you leave a controlling hate-filled religion are the top wealthy bastards who are running the show getting rich off of your fear of the afterlife. No one knows what happens when we die. Face it. So you need to explore what makes you feel good, what uplifts you, and not think a group of humans on earth have the power to control you after death. No human decides if you go to a heaven or hell.

Drop the fear now and see what opportunities open up for you. The world is an amazing place with countless belief systems, countless opportunities for personal growth. Take advantage of positive reading material, YouTubers with a positive message that want to help and not just tell you to constantly click "like" and "subscribe" and "send me money to keep doing videos that cost me zero to produce since I sit home all day while my wife and JW family support me because I am a lazy bastard that refuses to work for a living". You get the message of what I'm saying here.

Take advantage of the YouTube links I have in the footer of this blog and on my website. It's a good place to start your journey to freedom from the Watchtower and from shills of the Society that only want your dough and nothing else. Don't fear knowledge. This world is not black and white and any spirit realm that exists is filled with colors we've never even seen before. Stop the fear now.







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Friday, October 11, 2019

One World Government

Anyone paying attention to global events might conclude that we are in for a massive change. After the tragic events in America on 9/11/2001, the globalist cabal set about their plans for the transformation of America to institute the same rules that have been established for decades throughout Europe and the rest of the globe. They already have restrictions on travel, you need tons of paperwork to pass from one country into another, tons of documentation, since individuals are documented wherever they go, what with surveillance cameras everywhere tracking your every move. Well, this is now in America where, a year from now, no one can travel by air between states without a "Real ID" or an international passport. This is only the beginning.

Years ago some persons suggested that the United States would be divided into regions, with each region having their own President, much like how the rest of the globe is controlled, with individual Prime Ministers, Presidents and Principalities in an effort to better control the population. Religion is a big part of this and is used to manipulate people into who to vote for, what causes to support, etc. 

Obviously, the Jehovah's Witnesses (JWs) are one such tool for the globalist to use any way they want and to control a group of people that do in fact retreat from society. They do not vote, do not enlist in the national armed forces, they do not participate in any holiday celebrations and ban their children from engaging in any after-school activities. They even go a step farther in thinking that God and Jesus use them as the only true channel to dispense spiritual food to the masses of people who will listen to their message of a ONE WORLD GOVERNMENT by GOD, namely, the JWs, who many sources believe are a front for the Freemasons. Only the top elite and very wealthy membership know that the only God they worship is Lucifer, the God of this earth. Jehovah is another name for Lucifer in the Masons and in other belief systems and that is the God of this system who wants a temple devoted to his worship, namely, the JW religion. Send out that red herring to take the heat and protect the mother, you know.

The Watchtower corporation and all their subsidiaries have thrived for over 100 years only because they are backed by the big money-maker globalists. Some sources have provided information on how the Jewish organization called B'nai B'rith originally helped finance Pastor Russell's newfound religion which became the modern day JWs. In an effort to break down true Christianity and get people to abandon the teachings of the Christ found in the Bible, you need these types of concocted new religions to get people out of the mainstream churches that have amassed great wealth over the centuries, wealth that the elite want for themselves. When Jesus was martyred, is when Christianity got its start. If Jesus died a natural death due to old age, there would be no Christian churches. 

You will notice that whenever anyone leaves the JWs, the majority do not find true Christianity. They become atheist or adopt any one of the beliefs denying the existence of God. One prominent YouTuber basement dweller spends his days and nights raiding his JW in-laws' fridge while the wife visits a Kingdom Hall, is one such person to ensure all ex-JWs out here do not seek out Christianity, but run away from all churches and all beliefs about God and a Grand Creator of the heavens and earth. That YouTuber is paid via donations from the [Masonic] International Bible Students who are still under the auspices of the Watchtower, to reach ex-JWs who would not normally hear JW propaganda that slams mainstream Christianity to ensure they never enter another church after leaving their Kingdom Halls. This group of people will be ripe for the picking when a national government-instituted religion is installed since they will have no devotion or personal views on religion in general and may be searching for something out there, anything, to bring them hope for the future. [Life hack: you have eternity within you; become spiritual, not religious, which is a control mechanism.]

The Russian ban on JWs could serve to push the Russian Jews into seeking a home in Israel and into Palestine since the Jewish nation believes they are destined by God to rule the globe. Again, backing into the JW religion, they are a Jewish organization that plugs into the globalist agenda. Some suggest that Hitler was financed by the globalist cabal at the time to make the Jewish nation martyrs and it worked. It's been suggested the world's elite at the very top levels are Jewish, and Hitler was merely a tool to make them seem like downtrodden victims, all at the expense of the lowest classes of people who were murdered during World War II at Hitler's concentration camps. There had to be actual victims to make the plan work. Globalist have become insanely wealthy during the World Wars, making tons of money financing wars on both sides of the battle with millions of people dying on those battlefield altars to their God Lucifer.

Much like with the JWs, the elite running the organization need to appear like they are victims and have the rank and file become martyrs dying on the altars [i.e., hospital beds or operating tables] from refusing life-saving medical treatments. In the early days of the religion, it was the no-saluting of the flag that got national attention as well as refusing to serve in the armed forces to appear like they are pious victims while the wealthy are channeling more that spirituality through their bank accounts. The JW religion is a way to reach those disenfranchised people, the ones who basically hate the government and retreat from society, having no interest in public service or helping others, and could not care less about the fate of their kids or the guy down the street. These are the people that can be used as sacrificial lambs to appease the God Lucifer so the elites running the Society will prosper in this world. It hardly matters if you believe in a Devil, what matter is, the elite believe it.

No wealthy or prominent person has appeared in newspaper headlines dying from the refusal of a medical blood transfusion. Only the poor membership are being used and abused and dying so that the JW religion thrives by plugging into the One World Government agenda. Oh, you might say, well, the famous rock singer Prince died from not getting proper medical treatment for a hip replacement surgery that could have involved the need for a blood transfusion and he became addicted to pain killers. Even if that were true, no headlines appeared that he died DURING an operation due to telling doctors beforehand to not give him a blood transfusion if the need arose to save his life. 

But wouldn't Prince have made an awesome martyr for Watchtower? Why didn't Prince agree to this plot? Because he allegedly was never a JW. He only promised his dying mum that he would go to the Kingdom Hall to make her happy. During the final decade of his life he worshipped the Egyptian gods with the all-seeing eye paraphernalia he often wore in public.

Yes, when all religions are dead and buried, which is the dream of the powers that be, then they will set up a national religion designed to control the masses and make even more money. How will that look? Well, time will tell but I think if you wake up and look around you, you see a not-so-new age being pushed upon us. What is the solution? There isn't one. Each individual has no choice. You have to obey the edicts of the country where you reside and survive and thrive in that country. Same with the United States. We are rapidly becoming just like Europe, and will soon need passports and special IDs to pass from one state into another, and not just via air travel but on all travel between the states or perhaps by region. The travel restrictions are only the beginning. It will grow from there. The Watchtower is already on board with this because about a decade ago or more, they changed their terminology from having "assemblies" to having "regional conventions". See, the active JWs are already plugged into the globalists' programming.

You don't have to leave God behind as Rick Fearon often says on his weekly Saturday conference call on the Six Screens of the Watchtower and on his Facebook site. Why is this important? Well, you need to become a spiritual person and not become dependent on a physical church and church members, all of whom may be blinded by the new light coming from governmental control mechanisms. 

However, you may not like the Christian God of the Bible, as many believe the original Old Testament is gone forever, that the Emperor Constantine wrote what we have now in the Scriptures. The secret doctrines about heaven as taught by Jesus when he was on earth, were never passed down after the Apostles died [Mark 4: 10, 11, and 12]. The Bible's teachings from Jesus are all parables, directed at the spiritually deaf and dumb. Christendom, which includes the JWs, interprets the Bible to suit their own agendas. Spirituality is what you have, what is inside of all of us, that is waiting to come alive.

All of the world's religions are under the powers of the globalist cabal, including the JWs, and that's why they have entered the billionaire boys' club and continue to thrive. Otherwise, the religion would have died off in the early 1900s. Oh, but the Masonic cabal are powerful and continue to push their agenda through that religion. The JWs get extremely upset and even violent if you dare challenge their beliefs and go so far as cutting off their own children who decide on a different belief system. 

The solution? Seek out your own spiritual path. Do not become discouraged by world events. Do not seek out these phony YouTubers who think they have the answer to life's problems, when most don't even leave the house and work for a living but want what? OH, DONATIONS from YOU, just like the Watchtower Society. What do they offer in return? Information that you can get for yourself on the Internet for free.

So don't leave God behind. This life is a mystery and it's meant to be that way. I fully believe in a creator of heavens and earth. Evolutionists are in it for the dough just like anyone else who denies the existence of a God or Gods that created us. Why don't we know for sure about an afterlife? Well, then you would not act like yourself on this planet earth. You would be influenced by the knowledge of why we are here and what happens after death. God gave us free will. He/she/it is watching our every move and seeing the choices we are making here and now. Spirit beings can only place humans on earth to experience via us, what it's like to be human, how we think and act, and why we make certain choices.

In the end, the violent ones don't come back; oh, but they are born everyday. If you are having struggles in this life, it could mean you can rectify your behavior now and learn from your mistakes or from the mistakes of others and you are a victim of circumstance. Try and get out of that victim mentality now. If you truly need help and it doesn't arrive, then it means you never needed it, you were strong enough to survive on your own. If you do receive help, then it was there all the time, you didn't need to ask. We are all given free will by God. As I have said before on this blog, use it wisely.






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Sunday, October 6, 2019

Spin Cycle

Whether you have decided to leave the Jehovah's Witnesses (JW) belief system or are still pondering your next move, you need to be aware that there are myriads of belief systems available to you. If you are satisfied being a JW then you probably aren't reading this anyway and have no interest in exploring the world in which we live and don't care to explore how us humans got here in the first place. You are satisfied with the information fed to you from the Governing Body of men who direct your every thought, word, and action. This is your choice; to turn over your entire life to a group of men who have little interest in your personal welfare other than what's in your wallet right now that you can donate to their global business operations.

I know, you may say that all religions are just a business with a corporate hierarchy that all need your donations to survive and to keep them in wealth while most of the membership remain at poverty level. Nowadays, making 100,000 dollars a year can be considered poverty level in places like California's Silicon Valley or in the posh areas of Manhattan near Sutton Place, which is considered one of the most expensive buildings in New York and you are a mere pauper compared to that group of people. Poverty is redefined nowadays.

So, what do you do once you leave the JWs? Oh, you embark on a mission of self-discovery. You want to explore all the varied belief systems out there or just cop-out and give up and say there is no God and it doesn't matter if I am a lazy old sod that does zilch and cares little about the guy down the street since we all end up as dust anyway with no afterlife. But then there is the rest of us who think our lives have a purpose and we are here to accomplish something and our awakening process means we are aware we've been to this planet before and are here to learn something from our past mistakes or misdeeds.

First of all, the best advice I can give you, is to pick one path and stick with it for a time period. If you listen to dozens of YouTube videos everyday, all filled with people who have all the solutions to life's problems, you will start spinning in circles and become jumbled up in your thinking. No person has the answer to life's mysteries and no one ever will.

I have a few suggested YouTube sites in the footer of this blog that are a good start on your journey to self-discovery and personal freedom. Pick one at a time, not all of them. Test out what the person is saying in one video and see if it piques your interest. Do not start a meditation routine, then a yoga routine, then study crystals, tarot, oh wait, that's from demons [ha], then do muscle testing, a vitamin regime, then become super Christian, then join the Masons or the Mormons [same thing] or some other religious group; you will spin out of control and confuse your mind more than it's confused when you leave the JWs.

You may feel you have wasted so much time in the JW organization that you have to rush into something else. You don't. Number one is to take an assessment of where you are right now. Start a journal and write down your priorities leaving out the spiritual and focusing on the material. Are you doing well at work? Do you have family relationships that need attention? Are you making the money you need to make or want more? Physical needs come first over the spiritual when many think the opposite is true when it's not.

If you feel you are physically in a safe place, then look at where your life is lacking. Obviously, for most of us, we need to get to work everyday to support ourselves or our family. That is your first priority. You now have dumped the weekly study and meetings of the JWs, so think about meditating on your life path. You don't need Dr. Wayne Dyer or anybody else from the cash-grab so-called spiritual community. You don't need to dive into many books about the origins of life, the THEORIES of evolution [notice the emphasis] or on anything else. 

Deprogram first from the Watchtower. They are a Masonic cult of men who have become very wealthy because of you and me and millions of other people caught in their nets. No, I am not talking about the lodge down the street with a bunch of local businessmen making connections. The true Freemasons and its many Societies are the ones running the globe. They are the ones reaching the billionaire mark, oh gee, like the Watch Tower Bible and Tract Society and its many corporations. That is the group you, dear reader, will never be in, yet you serve the masters.

Be aware of anyone on the Internet telling you they are a Freemason or a member of one of its Branches or similar Societies because it's like your neighbor telling you they are a member of the Boy Scouts. So what. They are not in the top echelons of those Societies nor are they privy to the secret rituals, language, or networking because they would not be your neighbor in the first place unless you live in one of the neighborhoods of the billionaire boys' clubs. 

Anyone spouting that the Freemasons and their related Societies are just a benign club of do-gooders, has no clue about the Societies they are funding at the upper most levels. The top level Masons would not be so desperate as to do little YouTube videos begging for subscribers so they can collect YouTube advertising pennies. 

Anyone freely disclosing they are a Freemason or Rosicrucian [e.g., Life After Religion YouTube Channel whose founder disclosed this on the Six Screens conference call on October 5, 2019] saying that they are a great group of guys having no connections with Luciferianism, are shills for the societies they serve. Wake up to these people who whitewash these secret societies or claim membership to de-mystify these private cults. I am not talking about the rank and file Freemasons or the rank and file JWs for that matter. They are only herds of cattle in the eyes of the leadership that will eventually be culled.

I hope this information is helpful as you wake up to the real world around you. Do not feel you should be forced into jumping into any specific belief system. This life is a journey, YOUR journey, and if you believe in one God or many creators of the heavens and earth, that Higher Power gave you free will. Use it wisely.






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Sunday, September 15, 2019

Charles Russell vs Watchtower


I guess it was the 1990s when the Internet was just getting a foothold in global communications and when we had our own personal computers at our desks at work with free rein to search about anything we wanted on the Internet. Very few had personal computers in their homes at the time, at least in my circle of friends as it was not really considered a necessity and the video games were very basic and not really interesting. So, at work was where I could start searching for anything that interested me aside from actually researching projects for work.

Let's back up a bit to what really started to wake me up to the Jehovah's Witnesses (JW) religion that I was born and raised in and never thought I would leave. It was the "Jehovah's Witnesses Proclaimers of God's Kingdom" book published in 1993 by the Watch Tower and Bible Tract Society. Oh yes, the Internet was starting to stir up trouble for many religious organizations, not only the JWs. I clicked on sites about Scientology since that religion was intriguing because of the Hollywood stars who talked about being members. Oh wait, that was a cult and many secret documents were uploaded to the world wide web that I couldn't get enough of. Then I read about the Mormons, more secret documents and people coming forward with their testimonies of secret ceremonies. Oh wait, the JWs were included on those websites. What? They are really harmless people with not much drama. Well, a lot was being revealed as in their entire basis for their beliefs was on the study of pyramids, Egyptology, they used Masonic symbols and tenets, there were links with Aleister Crowley and his Golden Dawn, and on and on.

The leaders of the Watch Tower could no longer ignore their dark roots and a bleach job was needed. Enter the "Proclaimers Book". It was a way to whitewash their history yet come clean about it and hopefully silence anyone with a website spouting all kinds of things against the Watchtower. The book revealed that Charles Taze Russell, who founded the Bible Students that became the incorporated JWs after his death, based his end of the world predictions on the measurements of the pyramids. Yeah, this book woke me up. However, the book is difficult to follow in that it is not in chronological order and ends up being an advertisement for the JWs' worldwide business operations.

But I wondered why I was never taught about the roots of my religion and I never questioned it since I thought the teachings really didn't change that much. I knew about how they used to celebrate the holidays and birthdays but so what, that was not a huge deal to me. But the Masonic connections, end of times doomsday beliefs that had many dates with 1914 being the last one that was changed to being the start of the end times, then later leading up to 1975 which the JWs now blame the membership for spreading such lies about Armageddon happening that year.

The same tactics and explanations are used
to this day regarding 1975 being the date of
Armageddon. They blamed the membership when
evidence exists across the Internet that the leadership
came up with that date and we bought it.



Pretty interesting that a self-proclaimed leader of the ex-JW community claims to know everything about Charles Russell but it's only because the original Bible Students provide funding for his YouTube channel and blog site with Watchtower PR agents supporting it as well as the only official ex-JW site since it's a fake and a misdirection to keep you busy on useless information making you feel great about staying inside those Kingdom Halls and sitting there like a fool thinking you are having one up on them. Walk out, that is what they don't want you to do. They want you sitting there thinking, oh I am so much smarter than these people, I can be awake yet attend every meeting! Hey, that's what they want you to do - walk away now; don't try to beat a cult at their own game. You will lose.

The JWs don't like that image portrayed of themselves as a bunch of Masons in a lodge that were basically ignored people who stole beliefs from the Adventists and slapped their own name on a Masonic Lodge and always met in lodges or halls down to this day. Some useless YouTuber living off his in-laws in a basement is Watchtower approved because they want to squelch drama while the Bible Students want revenge - so to speak - against the company that stills owns them. Yes, there are factions in the ex-JW community as well as with the Bible Students who are still sitting inside those Kingdom Halls and are now called JWs. You may recognize them in your area. They are the ones with the nicely groomed beards that may give public talks only in their own congregation and may be allowed to preach from door-to-door but that's it. They don't have positions of authority in the Kingdom Halls but are tolerated. Their bloodlines date back to the beginning.




http://www.info-sectes.org/tj/russel.htm
Oh it matters if the leaders of your religious society are Masons or not, most are, most religions are based on Masonic tenets. Religion is a way to control society since nonbelievers are already under the control of governments to bring an end to Christianity. Why is a pyramid on your dollar bill? Oh yeah, it's a mystery. You have to realize that if you are still a JW then you are in a doomsday religion that is making major money off of this world while the membership are banned from higher education, getting a career not just a job, starting families and building personal wealth, traveling for fun and not for Watch Tower, and the list goes on. You are serving the masters of this universe that get rich off of your fears of a doomsday. Any doomsday that may happen is eons away as nature continues and survives with or without humans. This earth is here to stay and no God is destroying anything. If this system we live in was not all created on purpose then God or Higher Beings would have stopped it eons ago to stop human suffering.

I think a good place to start on the Masonic roots of the Watchtower is with this interesting YouTube video. Pay attention to the beginning and make sure and access their channel and do a search of Freemasons or Masons on their site for their videos. It is a bit of a rabbit hole but one worth crawling inside of and digging deep into the roots of the Watchtower.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQEMII8Piik



Another excellent video is linked below about how Masons duped unsuspecting Christians into a doomsday religion and scammed them out of their dough which is still happening down to this day. Wake up to Mr. Watchtower Apologist Company Man; he is being exposed in the video link below. Yes, Mr. Basement Dweller, Charles Russell refers to Jesus as a Grand Master.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yh96OUVk8wg











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